went bpp today~
and yups, went to invite ppl down for closets.
hehehes.
i feel great doing God's work..
was reali scared b4 we start approaching ppl..
my concern was... how to start the conversation?
den i ask the gals this 'duhh' question..
ting:"how do u all normally start a conversation with non-bs that u wana reach out to?"
jiahui:"we are frm youth organisation..blah blah blah.."
hahahs.
i was like..... duhh?!
and i start wondering y am i asking this question..
is not as if i didnt do this b4..
i mean, i an not "duhh-ing" jiahui, i am "duhh-ing" myself!
is like, my concern abt how to start a conversation is so useless.
wahahas.
we are so blessed that 99% of the ppl we approached said that they would consider abt it.
and yups, there are ppl who reject us too!
however, i always blive that when we are doing spiritual work, God is with us..
we do the humanly possible, which is giving our best...
and God will do the humanly impossible..
to stir the hearts of the ppl and to soften them~
and God entrusted me with two precious souls that wasnt saved yet.
i am responsible to sow on them and eventually, bring them to christ =)
as i said, i will give my best and God will do the spiritual work in their hearts =)
had dinner with joyce and jia hui today.
and wad i can say is... it was a rush dinner!
cause i am meeting dan after that dinner and yes, i was late again!
shrugs.
so all in all, that fellowship with joyce wasnt a quality one.
its k, we still have plenty of chances to have quality fellowship!
and i felt reali bad.. cos i am late for "tution" .. sorry dan and elise =(
dan look at my nails and ask me this question..
"is that liquid paper?"
omg.. wahahas!
but anyway, i detroyed that beautiful art on my nails already!
so i shall wait for jency to re-do it for me!
wahahas.
and i have been chanting to my hair lately..
wondering when can i get rid of this mushroom head?
my hair, would u grow faster?
retarded! =X
going JB to shop with eelee they all..
half of me is reluctant..
another half of me is excited!
reluctant cos i am so afraid that i have no money.
its so retard to go JB without money~ hahas.
excited cos i am looking forward to e fellowship and yes, SHOPPING!
1st time going JB shopping without my dad! weee` =)
a food for tot for today..
when we are at the lowest peak of our lives..
we tend to say this to God "God serving u is so tiring, God u seem so far, God, i feel like giving up, God,why? God, obeying u is so tough... and the list goes on..."
and when we are at the high peak of life... we will say this "God u are good! serving u is so exciting! never will i give up, serving u is not a chore! obeying u is the best for me!! and the list goes on..."
why cant we be constant?
high peak,low peak.. no matter wat, our view of serving God should be constant isnt it?
may it be high peak or low peak, the love of God is constant, the fact the jesus died on e cross dun change, God is with us dun change, serving is a joyful thing dun change and many more!
alright, we are sinners.
we are a bunch of irritating ppl.
i reali wonder... how come god can tolerate us?
or mayb, God doesnt view this as toleration..
cos god wasnt impatient in the 1st place~
its amazing...
i guess, we simply cant put our human understanding of love into God.
cos God's love is way beyond our understanding..
omg, this is jus so amazing~
his love reali goes beyond our understandings...
this is the love that human cant give it to me.
i duno how to put wat i wana say in words.
i jus feel so...argh. wahahas
simply put in words, when there is no reason that i could find to forgive that person or even myself, God forgave.
when i thought that this person doesnt deserve another chance cos many chances are given, God gave the 2nd chance or rather 100th chances.
and i cant help it but to ask God... "God, reali arh?"
God's love is the real love.
cos this love cant be replaced by anything on earth.
i wana grow in many areas in my life..
to be constant!
praising God even when things dun go well.
serve him with joy even when problems are knocking on the door..
to say the truth, i am super irritated by ppl whose life is like a roller coaster...
it goes up and down, up and down.
that kind of still praising God ytd and complained today.
can say that i felt impatient and tik that they are nth but craps.
and when the next time round, that person went "up" on the roller coaster ride, i dun reali wana bother, cos i assume that they will jus go "down" on e following day and yups, they are jus crapping~
however, God reminded me that he is jumping with joy when one repents and turn back to him..
so who am i to tik that he/she is crapping? and who am i to be impatient with this person?
God is the one who should feel this way, not me.
of cos, god WUN feel this way and wun think the way i tot =) god is gracious!
however, i always forgot to judge myself b4 judging others.
at times i am that irritating person i was talking abt.. =(
God, i dun wana be this kinda ppl!
i wana be constant.
oh well, its tough... i noe.
but holy spirit, do ur work.
thanks a million =)
towards 17.
west a TWO.. closets is one chance that u can bring ur frenz =)
jiayou!
and yups, went to invite ppl down for closets.
hehehes.
i feel great doing God's work..
was reali scared b4 we start approaching ppl..
my concern was... how to start the conversation?
den i ask the gals this 'duhh' question..
ting:"how do u all normally start a conversation with non-bs that u wana reach out to?"
jiahui:"we are frm youth organisation..blah blah blah.."
hahahs.
i was like..... duhh?!
and i start wondering y am i asking this question..
is not as if i didnt do this b4..
i mean, i an not "duhh-ing" jiahui, i am "duhh-ing" myself!
is like, my concern abt how to start a conversation is so useless.
wahahas.
we are so blessed that 99% of the ppl we approached said that they would consider abt it.
and yups, there are ppl who reject us too!
however, i always blive that when we are doing spiritual work, God is with us..
we do the humanly possible, which is giving our best...
and God will do the humanly impossible..
to stir the hearts of the ppl and to soften them~
and God entrusted me with two precious souls that wasnt saved yet.
i am responsible to sow on them and eventually, bring them to christ =)
as i said, i will give my best and God will do the spiritual work in their hearts =)
had dinner with joyce and jia hui today.
and wad i can say is... it was a rush dinner!
cause i am meeting dan after that dinner and yes, i was late again!
shrugs.
so all in all, that fellowship with joyce wasnt a quality one.
its k, we still have plenty of chances to have quality fellowship!
and i felt reali bad.. cos i am late for "tution" .. sorry dan and elise =(
dan look at my nails and ask me this question..
"is that liquid paper?"
omg.. wahahas!
but anyway, i detroyed that beautiful art on my nails already!
so i shall wait for jency to re-do it for me!
wahahas.
and i have been chanting to my hair lately..
wondering when can i get rid of this mushroom head?
my hair, would u grow faster?
retarded! =X
going JB to shop with eelee they all..
half of me is reluctant..
another half of me is excited!
reluctant cos i am so afraid that i have no money.
its so retard to go JB without money~ hahas.
excited cos i am looking forward to e fellowship and yes, SHOPPING!
1st time going JB shopping without my dad! weee` =)
a food for tot for today..
when we are at the lowest peak of our lives..
we tend to say this to God "God serving u is so tiring, God u seem so far, God, i feel like giving up, God,why? God, obeying u is so tough... and the list goes on..."
and when we are at the high peak of life... we will say this "God u are good! serving u is so exciting! never will i give up, serving u is not a chore! obeying u is the best for me!! and the list goes on..."
why cant we be constant?
high peak,low peak.. no matter wat, our view of serving God should be constant isnt it?
may it be high peak or low peak, the love of God is constant, the fact the jesus died on e cross dun change, God is with us dun change, serving is a joyful thing dun change and many more!
alright, we are sinners.
we are a bunch of irritating ppl.
i reali wonder... how come god can tolerate us?
or mayb, God doesnt view this as toleration..
cos god wasnt impatient in the 1st place~
its amazing...
i guess, we simply cant put our human understanding of love into God.
cos God's love is way beyond our understanding..
omg, this is jus so amazing~
his love reali goes beyond our understandings...
this is the love that human cant give it to me.
i duno how to put wat i wana say in words.
i jus feel so...argh. wahahas
simply put in words, when there is no reason that i could find to forgive that person or even myself, God forgave.
when i thought that this person doesnt deserve another chance cos many chances are given, God gave the 2nd chance or rather 100th chances.
and i cant help it but to ask God... "God, reali arh?"
God's love is the real love.
cos this love cant be replaced by anything on earth.
i wana grow in many areas in my life..
to be constant!
praising God even when things dun go well.
serve him with joy even when problems are knocking on the door..
to say the truth, i am super irritated by ppl whose life is like a roller coaster...
it goes up and down, up and down.
that kind of still praising God ytd and complained today.
can say that i felt impatient and tik that they are nth but craps.
and when the next time round, that person went "up" on the roller coaster ride, i dun reali wana bother, cos i assume that they will jus go "down" on e following day and yups, they are jus crapping~
however, God reminded me that he is jumping with joy when one repents and turn back to him..
so who am i to tik that he/she is crapping? and who am i to be impatient with this person?
God is the one who should feel this way, not me.
of cos, god WUN feel this way and wun think the way i tot =) god is gracious!
however, i always forgot to judge myself b4 judging others.
at times i am that irritating person i was talking abt.. =(
God, i dun wana be this kinda ppl!
i wana be constant.
oh well, its tough... i noe.
but holy spirit, do ur work.
thanks a million =)
towards 17.
west a TWO.. closets is one chance that u can bring ur frenz =)
jiayou!
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